Craziness is the watchword for my spiritual life.  I’m always worried about being ‘off the deep end’ with my religious and spiritual beliefs, I always try very hard to stay grounded and be stable in what I do and practice.   The only thing that I claim is that I can hear my gods, that they [...]

Clearly, I must be working on something seekrit.  Some awesome bit of magic that must be hidden from the world lest it’s magical essence be thinned and dimmed by a society that wouldn’t understand the Great Work I am undertaking. Clearly.  (insert eyeroll here) But it is still true that I’m working on a secret [...]

I’ve been rather busy putting things together for various projects, working on said projects, and generally feeling like I’m two steps behind everything.  Well, instead of slacking off and just dropping everything like I tend to I decided to start searching for why I just can’t keep up.  What is it that is causing me [...]

After a long dry spell, my good and longest friend called me tonight.  We chatted and reminisced about a lot of things from our childhood and it felt so good to have that connection with her active again.  We tend to loose touch for a few years at a time and then reconnect… I’m hoping [...]

For several months my friend and I keep getting the same message: Open the door.  Sometimes it’s expressed as ‘open the gate’, but the basic gist of the message is the same – we need to open something.  Neither Dove nor I have any idea what door/gate we are supposed to be concerned with but [...]

Yeah, I kinda realized that I’m slacking on here again.  LOL So, what is new in the world of Phaedra?  Things are going well group wise.  We have a name – Silver Chalice and Steel Horn Circle.  Baldurson actually came up with it and I will be totally honest and say that I have a [...]

For the first time I’ve had someone write to me about Lucifer! AND they have a forum where I might find other like minded individuals about Lucifer. How novel and wonderful. I certainly would enjoy an area where I could talk about him to my heart’s content and not be worried if it’s scaring the [...]

Well, I never did get around to doing anything for the New moon. I was struck with the plague (OK, maybe it was the flu) and I’m just now starting to crawl out from under it. The worst part is the congestion. I’m tired of feeling like I’m drowning. I have the distinct feeling that [...]

I think I mean that in a good way. Even though, due to a temperamental computer, I’ve started this entry twice now. Will there be a third time??? *laughs* What is in the air right now? Seriously, I want to know. So many people that I know are going through big big changes, most of [...]

No, seriously. *headdesk* There are times when I do stupid and don’t things the whole way through. I spent three nights in meditation, asking Inari what I should do about the thief and the school and I got no answer. I assumed that meant that she was done with me and was washing her hands [...]