So, the past few nights I’ve been having odd dreams.  I don’t remember all of them, but they all have one thing in common – crocodiles.  Unlike my trout dreams from years before, these great beasts don’t disturb me or frighten me.  Well, that’s not entirely true… the dream with the dead crocodiles was disturbing. [...]

Last night I dreamed about my grandmother.  This isn’t unusual, but it has been becoming rarer as time goes on.  It makes me a little sad because it’s only been a little over a year since she passed away and I feel like my subconscious is forgetting her. Anyway, when I was growing up my [...]

Before I recount the dream I want to say a few things. (1) I fall in and out of favor with the idea that my dreams will come true or will give me valid and reasonable warnings. (2) I have been sick, I haven’t been sleeping well, AND the Husband was out of town last [...]

I am almost certain that I’ve been going about this wrong.  I’ve been waiting, impatiently, for the big epiphany to come.  The one that will bring not only bells and whistles but strobe lights and candy falling from the sky. I don’t think I’m going to get one. A lot of my friends on LJ [...]

Well, I didn’t really meditate the way I wanted to because I had headache last night.  I did try but my focus and concentration were way off. However, last night wasn’t a complete bust.  I actually got some rest last night and my dreams were rather vivid even if I can’t totally remember them. I [...]

Well, I didn’t really learn anything new. When I meditated last night I didn’t really get anything. I saw the woman in black again, still wearing the mask. Everything was kind of superficial and there wasn’t a peep from any of my patrons. I don’t know if I’m supposed to be doing this or something [...]

So, I’ve been trying to figure out just HOW to work my old spirituality and my new spiritual calling into a workable whole. Because I don’t want to just toss out years of learning but I also don’t fully understand all things ADF. I’ve been thinking and plotting and generally trying to come up with [...]

I keep forgetting that I want to post about this… one of my dreams came true. Here is the original post, and while I was home I saw the birth announcement on the fridge for Annabelle D. I’m pretty sure (but not positive because I forgot to write it down) that I had the dream [...]

So, I took one of my happy muscle relaxers so that I could get to sleep last night AND hopefully my shoulders and neck would loosen up. Which meant, for once, I slept the night through and had bizaRro ass dreams. The one with the three Superman’s was cool. Uh, well, kinda. I really don’t [...]

Before I forget again, I had a dream that my Uncle’s wife was pregnant and had a little girl. I think that’s just me projecting onto the only woman in the family who ~can~ have kids. But, I really hope that ~that~ isn’t going to happen. I love my uncle but she’s just… meh.