Craziness is the watchword for my spiritual life.  I’m always worried about being ‘off the deep end’ with my religious and spiritual beliefs, I always try very hard to stay grounded and be stable in what I do and practice.   The only thing that I claim is that I can hear my gods, that they [...]

Yeah, I kinda realized that I’m slacking on here again.  LOL So, what is new in the world of Phaedra?  Things are going well group wise.  We have a name – Silver Chalice and Steel Horn Circle.  Baldurson actually came up with it and I will be totally honest and say that I have a [...]

Today is my 35th birthday.  I’m a little sad about it because that means today is the day that I give up on the idea of us getting our shit together in order to adopt.  But today has actually been a pretty good day and the husband has been wonderful.  I’m not doing anything particularly [...]

So, I’ve been trying to figure out just HOW to work my old spirituality and my new spiritual calling into a workable whole. Because I don’t want to just toss out years of learning but I also don’t fully understand all things ADF. I’ve been thinking and plotting and generally trying to come up with [...]

So, since I’m terrified that I’m never going to get my ass in gear and do another ritual I came up with an idea. Just a little one, but it’s pretty good to my illness and drug fogged mind. Oh, yeah, I caught mikee’s illness-o-doom and am slogging through snot. Woo. My idea is this [...]

I like to make things even and balanced in my life. I found a patron goddess. That meant I had to look for a patron god. After many fruitless, frustrating years I finally found Him. *eyes god* I like working with him, I’m comfortable with him… I just don’t always understand him. When working with [...]