You can find the ritual HERE in my BoS. So, this ritual was to help get rid of negativity and the people that breed it. After writing the ritual I felt very calm, but I still carried feelings of anger. I had thought that it would dissipate because I had done something similar to this [...]

So, I’ve been fairly torn internally about a set of circumstances.  I talked a little about it yesterday, how I’m questioning certain friendships and am unsure of what to do. Well, last night was another one of my insomnia nights, so I decided to meditate and see if I couldn’t call upon one of my [...]

Remember how just a few days ago I was saying how I wanted to be more social with other witches?  Yeah, well, my Trickster deities found the humor in that and guess what?   A local witch who is starting her own group (they’ve been together for three or four months) contacted me to see if [...]

Is it wrong of me to think less of Isaac Bonewits because he is now being published by Llewellyn? I mean, I realize that it’s probably super shallow and shit, but the idea just leaves a bad taste in my mouth.  It seems like he’s sullying himself and being a sell out while trying to [...]

Today I went looking for pagan groups on Yahoo!Groups to join.  Every so often I get this itch that I want to scratch, where I want to join discussion groups.  I have these vague ideas of having really good, thoughtful, thought provoking discussions when the reality of the matter is just a shit load of [...]

Today is my 35th birthday.  I’m a little sad about it because that means today is the day that I give up on the idea of us getting our shit together in order to adopt.  But today has actually been a pretty good day and the husband has been wonderful.  I’m not doing anything particularly [...]